Last Sunday I found the words, "its time for me to go." coming out of my mouth. I never thought that I would ever say those words or anything else like them. I have always been the one who would hang on longer than was necessary. And within 48 hours, I was starting over in a new place. I am relaxing for the first time in a very long time. I am not worried about having to prove myself. I can just be me. Whatever that is. And I don't mean that in a way that says that I don't know myself, I do. Its just that I change my mind, my mood, my attention, my cloths, hair, and hormones....
For the first time in a long time I am not really worried about what is ahead. I'll take that as it comes.
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